I’m glad I never got to know you.

The fact that I never got the chance to really get to know you has always been depressing to me. However, as I’ve gotten to know several people in the past few months, I realised that people are always more beautiful and pure from distance. I realised that getting close with people reveals who they really are. The closer you get to people, the more likely you are to get hurt. It’s such a waste of energy and time to get to know anyone. People always seem to disappoint you. Maybe it’s just me, but based on my experience, getting … Continue reading I’m glad I never got to know you.

Some people are worth another shot.

I’ve spent some time with my roommate tonight and i actually had a good time. I enjoyed talking to her, it was more fun than I expected. I don’t know. I have mixed feelings. Sometimes she upsets me but then again maybe she doesn’t mean it. Or maybe I need to take things so personally. Regardless, I am glad I had this conversation with her. However, I won’t judge too fast. I will wait. I don’t want get disappointed anymore. Nonetheless, I have a good feeling about this. I feel like things could be different this time. I’m slowly starting … Continue reading Some people are worth another shot.

Let’s give this a try

There is that one person who has been trying to get close to me for me song. They just want to be a part of my life in any way possible, and truth be told, this is making me feel very suspicious. There’s just something fishy about them. My intuition is telling me that there must be some benefit they wanna get. I mean who is ever that consistent to get close to you although you’ve been so cold with them. However, I promise myself that this time I will try to trust this person as much as I could. … Continue reading Let’s give this a try

Social media and how it is ruining our lives

Social media has slowly crippled into our life, changing it, reshaping our relationships with everyone around us. Do you remember the last time you were fully present while hanging out with someone? We are always busy checking our phones, always too impatient to see whats new, who posted what. Our entire life has become revolved around Instagram, Snapchat and Facebook. I myself am social media addict. I am 24/7 on my phone. It’s become like oxygen to me. I can’t sit for an hour without checking my social media accounts. It’s insane. Even my family thinks it’s abnormal how much … Continue reading Social media and how it is ruining our lives

Faith.

Faith is the essence of life. Without faith, all hope fades away. You have to believe in something in order to overcome all the obstacles that you will encounter in this life. Faith helps me believe me that whatever good I do will come back to me. Faith makes me believe that things are gonna get better someday even it is incredibly dark right now, I can’t seem to see the light at the end of the tunnel yet I always have some glimmer of hope inside me that someday the light will shine upon my world and it will … Continue reading Faith.

To my future-self

Dear future-self, I hope you’re not as tired, drained, exhausted and filled with disappointment and frustration as you were 2 years ago. You’re just 22 now, so it’s okay if you haven’t figure out everything yet, but I hope you’re feeling so much better now. I hope you had amazing experiences that helped re-shape who you are and led you to things differently. I hope people don’t seem to be disappointed and cruel as you pictured them 2 years ago. Did you finally start your own fashion blog? Do you get to take good pictures? Did you finally travel abroad? … Continue reading To my future-self

Today

Today was the worst day I’ve had since I started this semester. I never felt so alone in my life. I feel like everyone has abandoned me, even the people I was counting on the most. I can’t wait to leave this place. All I have seen here is pain and heartbreak. I don’t think I can take this anymore. I just can’t wait to leave and never see any of those people ever again. Continue reading Today